The former Supreme Court employee who has accused Chief Justice Ranjan Gogoi of sexual harassment on Tuesday pulled out of the three-judge inquiry panel hearing, saying she found the atmosphere “very frightening”.

The following are excerpts from the statement issued by the woman who has accused Chief Justice of India Ranjan Gogoi of sexual harassment while pulling out of the hearing in the case on Tuesday:

“…Due to serious concerns and reservations, I am no longer participating in these in-house committee proceedings. I joined and participated in the committee proceedings in good faith on 26th and 29th April 2019 with the hope that this committee would proceed in a manner that is fair to me and sensitive to my circumstances.

“…I joined the proceedings with a lot of hope considering that the committee comprised of such eminent Hon’ble Judges. I felt that this committee will hear my sufferings and finally justice will be done to me and my family….

“In the committee hearing that took place on 26th April 2019, the Judges… told me that this was neither an in-house committee proceeding, nor a proceeding under the Vishakha Guidelines and that it was an informal proceeding.

“I was asked to narrate my account which I did to the best of my ability even though I felt quite intimidated and nervous in the presence of three Hon’ble Judges of the Supreme Court and without having a lawyer or support person with me.

“I had also pointed out to the committee that I had lost hearing in one ear completely due to stress and I was undergoing daily treatment for the same. As a result of this I was sometimes unable to hear what was being dictated… to the court official as a record of my statements before the committee.

“Further the committee declined my request for video recording of the committee proceedings. I was also clearly told that no lawyer/support person could be present with me during the committee hearing. I was orally instructed that I should not disclose the proceedings of the committee to the media and was to not even share the proceedings with my lawyer, advocate Vrinda Grover.

“I was asked to appear before the committee on 29th April for the next hearing. At the first hearing itself I had also placed an application before the committee to summon the CDR and WhatsApp call and chat records of two relevant mobile numbers. However the committee did not accept my application on the first hearing. The same application was finally taken by the committee on 30th April 2019, when feeling helpless and distressed I could no longer continue to participate in the committee hearings….

“After I left the first committee hearing on the first day, I saw that the car I travelling by was being followed by two men on a motorcycle whose partial number I was able to note. Before the next hearing I wrote a detailed letter to the Hon’ble committee members, narrating all this and again requesting that the proceedings of the committee be treated as a formal inquiry and the committee follow the letter and spirit of the Prevention of Sexual Harassment of Women at the Workplace Act, and that I be permitted to be accompanied and assisted by Ms V. Grover, that I be allowed to produce evidence both oral and documentary with a right to cross examination and that my applications be taken on record….

“In the hearing that followed on the 29th April, I was again not allowed to have a lawyer/support person present with me. I was repeatedly asked by the committee as to why I had made this complaint of sexual harassment so late. I found the atmosphere of the committee very frightening and I was very nervous because of being confronted and questioned by three Supreme Court Judges and without even the presence of my lawyer/support person….

“Also because of my impaired hearing I was at times unable to follow what was being dictated as my statement. I was also not shown what was being recorded and no copy of my statement recorded on 26th and 29th April has been given to me till date.

“In such circumstances, I went for the hearing on the 30th April with a written letter where I once again explained why I made my complaint of sexual harassment after several months and where I again pointed out why it was exceedingly traumatic and difficult for me to participate in the proceedings without even the presence of my lawyer/support person.

“I also stated that I have not been given a copy of my statement recorded on the earlier two dates of hearing….

“I again pointed out that when I left the committee hearing on 29th April at around 7.30pm I was followed by four men on two motorcycles and I was scared for my safety.

“I gave this letter to the committee just as the hearing commenced this morning. I told the committee that it would not be possible for me to participate any further if I was not allowed the presence of my lawyer/support person. But this request was still refused by the committee and I was told that if I didn’t participate they would proceed exparte….

“I was told that there were certain questions on facts that they wanted me to answer. I declined to participate any further in the absence of my lawyer/support person.

“The committee also asked me if I wanted to present any witnesses. I informed them that almost all the witnesses are working in the Supreme Court of India and there is no likelihood of them being able to depose fearlessly before the committee.

“I also informed the committee today that due to my present health condition and personal circumstances, this kind of stress can be detrimental and harmful to me….

“I was compelled to walk out of the committee proceedings today because the committee seemed not to appreciate the fact that this was not an ordinary complaint but was a complaint of sexual harassment against a sitting CJI and therefore it was required to adopt procedure that would ensure fairness and equality in the highly unequal circumstances that I am placed.

“I had hoped that the approach of the committee towards me would be sensitive and not one that would cause me further fear, anxiety and trauma….

I have not been informed if the committee has sought any response from the CJI to my complaint and I have been left guessing and anxious on all these matters….

“I felt I was not likely to get justice from this committee and so I am no longer participating in the three-judge committee proceedings.”

Efforts by The Telegraph to seek the version of the committee and the Supreme Court secretary-general did not yield results.